DECEMBER 27, 2012
You try to keep a clear head…focus on what matters and the big picture. I do not have a disease…my children…thank goodness…are safe and healthy. Two months, however, of constant pain blurs that vision, leaving you wondering if you will ever feel good again. A lack of sleep, combined with powerful drugs messes with your psyche and emotions.
When I have moments of clarity, and I’m able to see the end of this ‘process’, I have started developing a plan. As before, I do not see myself as old, but I do have a new respect for how my body is changing and the need for me to change with it.